I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY.

thank you my real bestfriend! (: though i didnt get to spend much time with you! but u've been nothing short of amazing. its been a tough ride, but i love you all the same! HUGS KISSES, and all the love from my heart! trucksloaaded with buckets and pails full of them! LOVE YOU SO MUCH NANA! i can cry! THANK YOU FOR THE SHINGOON DOLL! u know i love them like mad! BESTFRIEND IN DEED :)


AND ANT FROM BAND(not true. needed to rhyme), THE TAO NI MAN! SIK CANT BEAT OURFRIEND SHIP! :D BESTFRIEND!

hahahaa.



HAPPYBIRTHDAY! ure getting old too!

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO YOU!
arg/. spas shot. cos ant said my smiles so standart. -.- unlike his versatile face.


ARGH. blogger got some prob! anyway! been really blessed! talked to natty online! was really great talking to him after sucha long time! (: i miss you all! and ive given up TSK-ing when he calls me dingdong. I GUESS its THEIR FORM OF LOVE! debsjakedaffesophaye. RHH. dingdong it is, no use tsking):

some people SO MEAN TO ME TODAY. this guy from sch.u know what he said!?

cos they offered me those new year hei bi thingg. then i said NO THANKS, cos i didnt feel like eating, so we all came to a conclusion that i wanna loose weight. and so i said. YAR I WANNA LOOSE WEIGHT. then he snorted!!

and after, my friend and him were supposed to go home toget, so she said out of a sudden" IM WAITING." and cos i was doing maths, and not paying attn, i said, " waiting for what??" because i thought she was talking to me. and he said, " WAITING FOR YOU TO GO ON DIET!"

crush his brain! rhhhhhh. meaner than smallguo man. small guo said i got no brain. IDIOT TOO> like his odd pot head got sucha big brain like that! but i know ODDBALL STILL LOVES ME THOU HE SAID THAT. but WHALLAO. too much man that guy! to think i thought he was nice!

SO ALRIGHTS! I LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU ALL!> i'll update soon! got maths test on thus. KILLER.

its been a nice week back home! (:
im glad for the opportunity too see all the ones i love so dearly! i miss lleenybaby thou ):
i was home in time for reunion dinner. i cant believe that my aunt still remembers i love quail eggs (: was delighted that she remembered!
and then spending the new year with my family was good! i missed my cousins! and gramps LOADS!
cos of my exam, i spent alot of time with my family, and almost everyone had school, plus it was new year, so alot of people were spending time with their family too.

had dinner with driel last night. stingray and ou lua. too bad, we both didnt touch the oysters (: i love the egg and flour only, and same for my friend! (: and today, spent my morn lazing at home, and then it was off to soppphayee/wonny's!

my goodness. and i thought sik and oddball were weird! SOPH AND DRIEL ASKED ME TO BUY CHICKEN EGGS FOR THEM, before going up to their house. driel said he wanted BIG chicken eggs. was lauging my head off at the thought! that's what i miss about home! all this craziness we all love. frontliners indeed!

then after that, korkorpoo (chris) wanted to watch a movie and have dinner! so he drove us to vivo! where we had AWESOME THAI FOOD, made me really high! and then we watched miss potter, was okay. i bet millions of times better than epic movie! drove to siglap/ coffee club. paradise live is good. GUY SEBASTIAN! i think he's awesome (:

as we drove down the ecp , i felt so at home! the road was so farmiliar, flooded with memories. i miss home. taking that long drive back home, listening to a band, or just enjoying the company. i miss bmc. i miss the everyone here. seems like alot has gone on since i left. mentoring, cam.

what else?

i miss going for service with the oddone. i still think he's VERY ODD. and i guess he thinks the same! last week's sermon was about going to heaven last sunday, having new bodies, new minds, no more evil things going on in heaven, no tragedies, no horror, no sadness,

so i said to the oddone: " YESS! when we get to heaven, you all cannot suan me anymore!"

and he did this LAUGH, and said " NO, when we get to heaven, our jokes will be too perfect, anyway, you will have no pride, so you will just accept what we say. "
(note the WE. )

MEAN PEOPLE. touche rocks huh!(: infocomm still loves you!


gonna try waking up early to run with mummy tmr, and then go have YOU TIAO WITH DAN! (: or wadever i'll crave tmr morn! then its off to church to meet YAN, till about noon or slightly after, then dine with GOHPAH, and after meet oddball, and dinner with momodaffyandnana! alright!

i cant wait for you tiao with dou nai!


YUMMMMY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR ((:

we are eighteen! well at least you are!

thanks for everything! being the nicest GUY when all the other boys ummm- were still BOYS.(eg, AMOS. joshua and his stupid mindan!) ALL the way back when girls found boys icky, and when guys found girls irritating!

i still rmb the girls complaining about why we had to combine! super funny :D

i cant believe we were friends back in kindergarten when i WORE pink dresses with frilly socks and pretty shoes, and a pretty pink hairband! LOL!

wheeee!

(: youve been a great budd! so have a BLESSED 18th BIRTHDAY! god loves you , and everyone too! mmmmmmmhmmmmm!

P.S : sorry for the RANDOM PIC. :D

SOME PEOPLE JUST BLOW YOUR MIND. so shameless and loathsome copycats! i cant stand all these people who try far to hard, and just fall back on nothing.

why try so hard?

piss me off. piss everyone off by their apparent lack of originality. you dont know how mad you made some one; bugger.

topic : reality tv and how REAL it is.

whoever said studyin in australia's slack is MAD. really. a huge whack.
ive been so stressed out! chem sucks for the first time in my whole entire life. the teacher's a whack too. i have one of the better teachers for calculus, but everything is so FAST, with the mad workload! even english is getting tougher by the day! i feel my grammer's like really limited. OH NO! competition is so tough! i hate competitive muggers! everyone's stressing me out by doing really well!

I THOUGHT WE WERE IN AUSTRALIA!?


gotta hand up 2 expository essays, one project about what i wanna do in life, what i plan to study or major in uni. what's the course about blah blah blah. ITS A PROJECT!?
a chem test on fri :/ ; an essay due next week and another in 2-3 weeks time with an ultra nutty title.


write a 500 word essay on the following topic:

"critically discuss the best way to conduct social inquiry."

your essay should first explore some of the ways of managing social inquiry that could lead to poor decision outcomes and then argue thoughtfully for what you consider to be the best way to manage social inquiry.

like WHAT ON EARTH!?

i dont critically analyse anything for goodness sake, except my food.

and we have a presentation in class for maths. MATHS. i think we have to talk about how intergration was derived. wad the greeks did, and so on, how it got improvised, you know. the works.

IF I LOVE JESUS, and JESUS LOVES ME, i dont see where all these come in :/


rhhhhhhhhh. as much as i wanna be happy! all the stress is making my mood graph fluctuate so rapidly like when you key in a cosine graph wrongly in ur grapics calc. but well! I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENTH ME.

yes! I CAN! godlovesyou!


what's keeping me chilled:
back at one- brian mcknight

pls note: all the pics below are from moose.

ALRIGHT! i bunked at currie hall, (the hostel where taylors' students stay along with uwa students) over the weekend with sam! was such an awesome time studying and getting to know more hongkongers! WHOOOTS! there's this girl, ANGEL, she's like HOU FUNNY! she's in my calculus and use of english class. she makes you laugh like nuts really. her eccentricity's really cute! she has a wild sense of fashion too! very cool. and she eats to her heart's content! I LIKE HER! she has alot of funny sound effects too! she's the one on the far left!

well cos she's from hongkong, and her english isnt very good, AND THE GUYS KINDA BULLY HER COS SHE'S SIMPLE MINDED! but this was really funny, i laughed real hard.

this note was found in the pantry.

then she went around asking, WHO TOOK MY SOCKET?and i was like laughing cos the WHO TOOK MY SOCKET QUESTION WAS REALLY FUNNY! (if u didnt know, it means who stole my brain. )

i was so afraid to tell them cos i was wondering whether angel actually knew what it means! i mean, i thought everybody knew that, so i didnt wanna seem like i was insulting her! ANYWAY, that note was apparently pasted in the morning. and by night, the socket, or PLUG, was still missing, and another note was left there.

angel was furious man! she was like asking everyone ARE YOU GOD!? did you take my socket! poor angel, didnt know what who took my socket means ):

ANYHOW! I TOLD HER IN THE END! because like the other hongkongers also didnt know that what they were saying also meant their brains were missing! and they keep going :"did you see MY socket!?"

0.0

first of all, i must say that i thank GOD for ALL MY FRIENDS.
dont you guys think GOD's kinda cool? he made so many of us leave, to bring us closer to each other and treasure the beauty of friendship. HE made us part, to teach us so much more, and grow so much more, im sure in ways we'll never imagine growing. we have always been in OUR comfort zone. FL, service, lunch. HANGINGOUT. youth camps, breakfast, cg. lunches, dinners, parties, stayovers, best of friends, good friends, smiling at everyone because you know everyone- bmc being sucha a family church.

ITS amazing how much LOVE ive experince though ive known ALOT OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS for barely a year! i felt my heart break to know that i might not see debsdebs for the longest time because we're in different parts of the same continent. I FELT MY HEART BREAK when veen left! ): then MIN! and there was ant/bobin who left last year!
although im already in perth, i still felt super sad last night when dan called last night and mentioned the scene at the airport with grace and selene leaving for melb yesterday. when selene mailed me last week, i felt like crying! because it was such a pity! dont you all just hate the feeling of not knowing when you'd see someone ever again ):

then lastnight, i read oddball's mail and LEENYbabehs! very touched to know im missed (: and very very loved!


i wouldnt mind constantly basking in the past, missing the great fun we had. everyone! drooey, sik, nana, mojo, daffy, aud, dan, leenybabeh,bobin, ant, onion, wonny, veen, debsdebs, sophaye, jlc, abby, my whole cg. korkorpoo, natty, jans, HANDSOME, even tzeern! but i totally agree with what LEENYBABEH SAID:

so bennett!! dont think and cling on too much to the past okay (though we shouldnt forget it), look forward, go forward, don't keep looking back cuz you'll just be stuck in the past and then your present will be forgone as well. just go and experience everything to the fullest and come back and shareeee.(:

SO MY FRIEND! though reality stings us in our butt. KILLS OUR JOY, and pains us deeply, move on knowing christ is the centre of ALL friendships.

this was what sophay said about my stupid first dream!

AMANDA BENNY.

true friends are scarce. your dream, isn't at all ridiculous. it just presents itself as a fear in you. and that's probably a fear for all those who have left/are leaving for studies. afraid that when things move on, they move so fast and so furiously that we're all almost unrecognizable when you return, and you no longer find your safe niche where you once belonged.

but

even though environments change, people change, buildings change, true friends remain. and they'll be the ones who will bring you to your new niche. distances like this, sieve out the true from the fake.

mmmhmm. harsh sounding last sentence, but as i said, reality stings you in the butt! then again, WE WILL BE STRONG WONT WE! for we are frontliners! we have to go to the battlefield with BRAVE HEARTS!

and i heard this phrase once at riverview church, the pastor went like,

"the bible says, we will soar on wings like eagles, not wings like kiwis"

i laughed like MAD when i heard that. SO TRUE HUH! so lets place our hope and trust in GOD, and he will take us to places we'd never dream, and show us strenght we never knew we'd have!BE STRONG GRACIEPOO AND ANDROOEY! you all asked me not to cry remember!?

AHHH! (:
im so tired ):
its midnight now! i ate a bag of chips to keep awake! MUST FIGHT THE SLEEP! been sleeping too much aye mate?

came home at 11 just now! (: was studying a lil in the library aft sch with the crazy si. then waited for STRESSED sam and andrew and kenneth and the rest, but SOME people, waste my msg! and just went home while we were waiting! oh anyway,andrew, gzerell, giselle, nudge, si, wj, sam and i went to NANDOS FOR lunch/dinner! WHEEE nandos rock! omygoodness! awesome cure to my cravings for NANDOS. :D

after that we went to sam's hostel, to study before the cars came to pick us up to go to stacie's house, this girl from fcc. I ONLY PLANNED to go cos lassie, the stoops si. (: wanted to go! she isnt a christian btw, and i was really glad that she wanted to know OUR LORD, so of course i went along so she wouldnt feel uncomfortable or anything!

YES, so hahah, i didnt know the night would turn out to be SO SO SO SO interesting! ONE of my BEST nights in perth! we had lots of fun playing some mafia game (: though it might sound lame, but company was good! then we had worship and bible study, then prayer, AND THEN just chilling out and PIGGING out sessions! omygoodness, then i revealed my real self today!

i dont know why everybody kept laughing cos of my huge reactions! AHHH> there was this guy there, i forgot his real name, but they all call him chicky. cheeky or chicky. I DUNNO, he's like big and strong ( ROBIN DONT LAUGH I TYPED THIS REALLY LATE OKAY) . i cant really think of anything else RIGHT NOW to describe him, but he's like chentat, MATT, matt's friend, all roled into one. and he's also very adriel/bryan/barn/john. hahaha. scared me to why i thought he looked so farmiliar.

then there's also alot of other cool people we met. there's this guy called mitchell and i think he looks like josh tay and alex and bob combined toget!

im so sleepy and wont be able to type no more! i dont even know what im writing! i kindof liked the company here tonight! we'll see which church i'll ultimately choose yea? the people here are really really nice. what a cool cool night! or maybe i just got high?

im planning to buy something to keep me sane here!
am hoping to get that little red something ): the valentine's day edition. HOPING LIKE MAD!

rhhh.


i know its bad when i decided to get the camera):
since pretty small camera's off the list, i want a nano! )))):



somebody should just bang me down! (NOT LITERALLY OF COURSE!)


oh and to those who wanted my address!

it's 3/1A Kanimbla Road
Nedlands
WA 6009
Australia, Perth


that's where id be staying for this year! maybe i`ll move out if ANY OF MY CGMATES come over next year! or when i meet more trustworthy , cool people with characters alike, and really responsible. maybe with ASHley. but WHO KNOWS. we shall see!

anyway,my address sounds like some south african road right? (: so cute.

i went to riverview church on sat with shung, IT WAS GOOD INDEED!
the pastor's message was GOOD. it had a really captivating theme. linger.
mmmm.

the band did a fantastic job of ushering in the presence of GOD with their worship.
TOTALLY. the drums and bass were like husband and wife!
i was totally thinking of korkor when i heard that! SO EXCITED TO TELL HIM ABOUT IT! wishing he could see them play!
and the drummer was, WHOOO. made me feel like playing like him for GOD! they were SO SO AWESOME. event the keyboardist playing the synthesizer was good!


OH MAN! i wanna play better for GOD. i pray that one day, i can use my fingers to play music for GOD that will bring people to their knees, that i may give back to god what he has given me! to share with people through the piano! and till that day comes, i'll keep practicing.

oh and mark schultz has this AWESOME heart wrenching gut tugging song called broken and beautiful! i dont have it but i heard it when shung played his ipod. wanna go back and buy the cd :)


ok bye! gonna sleep! i have double eng and one calculus and that's all! AWESOME STUFF! jude's coming to pick me up aft school to have jap food and catch up! exciting stuff!

they say the first 15 mins of the day determins your mood for the whole day, and the last 15 mins of your night summarises you general feeling of the day.


so sad. had a nightmare last night! my first dream in perth and it had to be a nightmare! i cant rmb who i dreamt of, but there were alot of people. FIGURES mainly, their heads were like balloons, (arent dreams always like that?) but i remember seeing debsdebs oddball and wonny in my dream! i crossed the road to them right, and there was only wonny! and i was really really happy! i said HI to him and waved and ran across the street, and he glared at me and stared at me and DAO me! he totally ignored me! i woke up feeling so sad!


what do dreams mean???


I HOPE NOTHING! such a scary dream!

anyhows, i had an awful morning with the woman. i called her a pig in my brain. i think i should stop doing that. i think god's making me look more like a pig so i realise how mean it is! okay, i was reading romans this morning. HOW APT.

behave like a christian.
Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor wad is evil. Cling on to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another; not lagging in diligence, feverent in spirit, serving the LORD; rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayerl distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality.

Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not set your mind on high things, but associate with the humble. Do not be wise in your own opinion.

Repay no one evil for evil. Have regard for good things in the sight of all men. If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peacebly with all men. Beloved, do not aveng yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, " VENGENCE IS MINE, I will repay," says the Lord. Therefore,

"if your enemy is hungry, feed him;"
if he is thirsty, give him a drink;
for in doing you will heap coals of fire on his head. "

Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

Romans 12:9-21

JAY CHOU IS JUST AWESOME!
OHMYGOSH. :D i found this on the net! jonjon sent this song to me! its really a cool one! happy happy bumpy wheee! hahahaha. its really good! he said i HAD to know the meaning, so i went to search for it! its called ting ma ma de hua, btw! try to get it alright! no regrets!

OHWELLS. 15 days till i come home! :D

7 小朋友　你是否有很多問號　為什麼
Xiao peng you, ni shi fou you hen duo wen hao, wei she me
Little children, do you have a lot of questions, why

別人在那看漫畫　我卻在學畫畫　對著鋼琴說話
Bie ren zai na kan man hua, wo que zai xue hua hua, dui zhe gang qin shuo hua
When other kids are reading manga, I am learning to draw and learning to communicate with the piano

別人在玩遊戲　我卻靠在牆壁背我的ABC
Bie ren zai wan you xi, wo que kao zai qiang bi bei wo de ABC
When other kids are playing games, I am leaning on the wall memorizing my ABCs

我說我要一台大大的飛機　我卻得到一台舊舊錄音機
Wo shuo wo yao yi tai da da de fei ji, wo jue de dao yi tai jiu jiu lu yin ji
I said that I wanted a large airplane, but I got an old recorder

為什麼　要聽媽媽的話　長大後你就會開始懂得這種話
Wei shen me, yao ting ma ma de hua, zhang da hou ni jiu hui kai shi dong de zhe zhong hua
Why should I listen to mother’s words? When you grow up you will understand what I am saying

長大後我開始明白　為什麼我跑的比別人快　飛的比別人高
Zhang da hou wo kai shi ming bai, wei shen me wo pao de bi bie ren kuai, fei de bi bie ren gao
After I got older I started to realize why I run faster than others and fly further than other people

將來大家看的都是我畫的漫畫　大家唱的都是　我寫的歌
Jiang lai da jia kan de dou shi wo hua de man hua, da jia chang de dou shi wo xie de ge
In the future, people will be reading my mangas and all the songs they sing will be written by me

媽媽的辛苦　不讓你看見　溫暖的食譜在她心裡面
Ma ma de xin ku bu rang ni kan jian, wen nuan de shi pu zai ta xin li mian
Mother’s hard work isn’t seen by others. She knows the warm recipe by heart

有空就多多握握她的手　把手牽著一起夢遊
You kong jiu duo duo wo wo ta de shou, ba shou qian zhe yi qi meng you
When you have time, hold her hand and sleep dream together

聽媽媽的話　別讓她受傷　想快快長大　才能保護她
Ting ma ma de hua, bie rang ta shou shang, xiang kuai kuai zhang da cai neng bao hu ta
Listen to mother’s words, don’t let her get hurt. You want to grow up quickly so you can take care of her

美麗的白髮　幸福中發芽　天使的魔法　溫暖中慈祥
Mei li de bai fa, xing fu zhong fa ya tian shi de mo fa, wen nuan zhong ci xiang
Beautiful white hair, growing inside happiness. Angel’s magic benevolence within (her) gentleness

在你的未來　音樂是你的王牌　拿王牌談個戀愛
Zai ni de wei lai, yin yue shi ni de wang pai na wang pai tan ge lian ai
In your future, music is your key to success, use it to get into a relationship

唉　我不想把你教壞　還是聽媽媽的話吧　晚點在戀愛吧
Ai wo bu xiang ba ni jiao huai hai shi ting ma ma de hua ba, wan dian zai lian ai ba
Sigh, I don’t want to teach you to be a bad kid. Why don’t you listen to what your mother says and get in a relationship later

我知道你未來的路　當媽比我更清楚
Wo zhi dao ni wei lai de lu, dang ma bi wo geng qing chu
I know your future path, but your mother knows it even better

你會開始學其他同學在書包寫東寫西
Ni hui kai shi xue qi ta tong xue zai shu bao xie dong xie xi
You will start imitating friends and write things on your backpack

但我建議你最好寫　媽媽我會用功讀書
Dan shi wo jian yi ni zui hao xie, ma ma wo hui yong gong du shu
But I suggest you better write: Mom I will put in my best effort to learn

用功讀書　怎麼會從我嘴巴說出
Yong gong du shu, zhe me hui cong wo zui ba shuo chu
I will study hard, how does that come from my mouth?

不想你輸所以要教你　用功讀書
Bu xiang ni shu suo yi yao jiao ni, yong gong du shu
I need to teach you because I don’t want you to lose. Study hard

媽媽織給你的毛衣　你要好好收著
Ma ma zhi gei ni de mao yi, ni yao hao hao shou zhe
The sweater mother gave you, you will wear it well

因為母親節到時我要告訴她　我還留著
Ying wei mu qin jie dao shi wo hui gao shu ta, wo hai liu zhe
Because on Mother’s Day, I want to tell her, I still have it

對了　我會遇到了周潤發
Dui le, wo hui yu dao le zou ren fa
Oh yea, I will meet Zhou Run Fa*
*Zhou Run Fa is a famous actor (Yes…He is Chow Yun Fat)

所以你可以跟同學炫耀　賭神未來是你爸爸
suo yi ni ke yi geng tong xue xuan yao du shen wei lai shi ni ba ba
So you can show off to your friends, “The God of Gambling will be your father”

我找不到童年寫的情書　你寫完不要送人
Wo zhao bu dao tong nian xie de qing shu, ni xie wan bu yao song ren
I can’t find the childhood love letter. Don’t give it away after you write it

因為過兩天你會在操場上撿到
yin wei guo liang tian ni hui zai cao chang shang jian dao
Because you will find it on the playground two days later

你會開始喜歡上流行歌　因為張學友開始準備唱吻別
Ni hui kai shi xi huan shang liu xing ge yin wei zhang xue you kai shi zhun bei chang wen bie
You will start to like pop music because Jacky Cheung is about to sing Kiss Goodbye
(Kiss Goodbye is a famous song that was a hit in the 90s)

聽媽媽的話　別讓她受傷　想快快長大　才能保護她
Ting ma ma de hua, bie rang ta shou shang, xiang kuai kuai zhang da cai neng bao hu ta
Listen to mother’s words, don’t let her get hurt. You want to grow up quickly so you can take care of her and protect her


15 days to piano exam! OMYGOODNESS! really i just realised that. 15 days to cousins and sleepovers and food and TUANYUANFAN AND STEAMBOAT AND SHARKSFIN AND KANGKONG and LADIESFINGER i bet my aunt's gonna cook my fav food :D my miss my cousins! ahfats and ahthins all alike!

today in sch they were talking bout pineapple tards and ba kua! and my friend was like, MANDA when u go back, help me smuggle in bakua. then i replied, what for? there's beef jerky here right?

and they all whallao me, as if beef jerky's very horrible. :/ i didnt know that!

MUMMY! TODAY I SMELLED SOMEONE'S CURRY! SO SHIOK SMELL! PLEASE COOK FOR ME WHEN I COME HOME!! oh and btw, mostly everyone brings like their own lunch from home, usually buscuits or granola bars, cos the cafe in school sells things SUPER expensive. like rip off prices! that small bowl of curry and rice cost my friend $6. which is totally outrageous really. i could even buy a shirt with $5. :D


nothing else really happened in school. or maybe im just tired. oh btw, I THINK THE HONGKONG KIDS ARE REALLY COOL! aye(: i hope i get to hangout more with them! who knows might come back with a hongkong accent! since we interact with more hongkongers than aussies.

i dont think i'll feel homesick for the next few days cos am looking forward to church with hernshung on sat, judeeee will come back on sun, and will hang out with her on mon AND CATCHUP! plus on sunday, most of my sch mates wanna go hangout in the city. (: the singaporean gang. hah. ANYWAY, the countdown would drop to 10, and then so slowly and silently, before BOTH YOU AND I KNOW IT, i'll be sitting for a calculus exam ): counting down the days till my next flight back


RHHHH.

godbless you and me! and all of the people!