first of all, i must say that i thank GOD for ALL MY FRIENDS.
dont you guys think GOD's kinda cool? he made so many of us leave, to bring us closer to each other and treasure the beauty of friendship. HE made us part, to teach us so much more, and grow so much more, im sure in ways we'll never imagine growing. we have always been in OUR comfort zone. FL, service, lunch. HANGINGOUT. youth camps, breakfast, cg. lunches, dinners, parties, stayovers, best of friends, good friends, smiling at everyone because you know everyone- bmc being sucha a family church.
ITS amazing how much LOVE ive experince though ive known ALOT OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS for barely a year! i felt my heart break to know that i might not see debsdebs for the longest time because we're in different parts of the same continent. I FELT MY HEART BREAK when veen left! ): then MIN! and there was ant/bobin who left last year!
although im already in perth, i still felt super sad last night when dan called last night and mentioned the scene at the airport with grace and selene leaving for melb yesterday. when selene mailed me last week, i felt like crying! because it was such a pity! dont you all just hate the feeling of not knowing when you'd see someone ever again ):
then lastnight, i read oddball's mail and LEENYbabehs! very touched to know im missed (: and very very loved!
i wouldnt mind constantly basking in the past, missing the great fun we had. everyone! drooey, sik, nana, mojo, daffy, aud, dan, leenybabeh,bobin, ant, onion, wonny, veen, debsdebs, sophaye, jlc, abby, my whole cg. korkorpoo, natty, jans, HANDSOME, even tzeern! but i totally agree with what LEENYBABEH SAID:
so bennett!! dont think and cling on too much to the past okay (though we shouldnt forget it), look forward, go forward, don't keep looking back cuz you'll just be stuck in the past and then your present will be forgone as well. just go and experience everything to the fullest and come back and shareeee.(:
SO MY FRIEND! though reality stings us in our butt. KILLS OUR JOY, and pains us deeply, move on knowing christ is the centre of ALL friendships.
this was what sophay said about my stupid first dream!
AMANDA BENNY.
true friends are scarce. your dream, isn't at all ridiculous. it just presents itself as a fear in you. and that's probably a fear for all those who have left/are leaving for studies. afraid that when things move on, they move so fast and so furiously that we're all almost unrecognizable when you return, and you no longer find your safe niche where you once belonged.
but
even though environments change, people change, buildings change, true friends remain. and they'll be the ones who will bring you to your new niche. distances like this, sieve out the true from the fake.
mmmhmm. harsh sounding last sentence, but as i said, reality stings you in the butt! then again, WE WILL BE STRONG WONT WE! for we are frontliners! we have to go to the battlefield with BRAVE HEARTS!
dont you guys think GOD's kinda cool? he made so many of us leave, to bring us closer to each other and treasure the beauty of friendship. HE made us part, to teach us so much more, and grow so much more, im sure in ways we'll never imagine growing. we have always been in OUR comfort zone. FL, service, lunch. HANGINGOUT. youth camps, breakfast, cg. lunches, dinners, parties, stayovers, best of friends, good friends, smiling at everyone because you know everyone- bmc being sucha a family church.
ITS amazing how much LOVE ive experince though ive known ALOT OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS for barely a year! i felt my heart break to know that i might not see debsdebs for the longest time because we're in different parts of the same continent. I FELT MY HEART BREAK when veen left! ): then MIN! and there was ant/bobin who left last year!
although im already in perth, i still felt super sad last night when dan called last night and mentioned the scene at the airport with grace and selene leaving for melb yesterday. when selene mailed me last week, i felt like crying! because it was such a pity! dont you all just hate the feeling of not knowing when you'd see someone ever again ):
then lastnight, i read oddball's mail and LEENYbabehs! very touched to know im missed (: and very very loved!
i wouldnt mind constantly basking in the past, missing the great fun we had. everyone! drooey, sik, nana, mojo, daffy, aud, dan, leenybabeh,bobin, ant, onion, wonny, veen, debsdebs, sophaye, jlc, abby, my whole cg. korkorpoo, natty, jans, HANDSOME, even tzeern! but i totally agree with what LEENYBABEH SAID:
so bennett!! dont think and cling on too much to the past okay (though we shouldnt forget it), look forward, go forward, don't keep looking back cuz you'll just be stuck in the past and then your present will be forgone as well. just go and experience everything to the fullest and come back and shareeee.(:
SO MY FRIEND! though reality stings us in our butt. KILLS OUR JOY, and pains us deeply, move on knowing christ is the centre of ALL friendships.
this was what sophay said about my stupid first dream!
AMANDA BENNY.
true friends are scarce. your dream, isn't at all ridiculous. it just presents itself as a fear in you. and that's probably a fear for all those who have left/are leaving for studies. afraid that when things move on, they move so fast and so furiously that we're all almost unrecognizable when you return, and you no longer find your safe niche where you once belonged.
but
even though environments change, people change, buildings change, true friends remain. and they'll be the ones who will bring you to your new niche. distances like this, sieve out the true from the fake.
mmmhmm. harsh sounding last sentence, but as i said, reality stings you in the butt! then again, WE WILL BE STRONG WONT WE! for we are frontliners! we have to go to the battlefield with BRAVE HEARTS!
and i heard this phrase once at riverview church, the pastor went like,
"the bible says, we will soar on wings like eagles, not wings like kiwis"
i laughed like MAD when i heard that. SO TRUE HUH! so lets place our hope and trust in GOD, and he will take us to places we'd never dream, and show us strenght we never knew we'd have!BE STRONG GRACIEPOO AND ANDROOEY! you all asked me not to cry remember!?
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