a million reasons you should get a lumix and come to melbourne!

maybe i should make this blog one wheere i put what i cook!

hur!


till then, http://xanga.com/alll_iwant

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONNY!

now ive officially posted this everywhere. HO.

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hahs. new intake new intake. april intake people! this was dimsum lunch day! gaby is so pretty! she's g's cousin! how small is singapore YOU TELL ME. then the blue guy's gaba's boyfriend's bro. SEE. point proven. his name's fangren.lesi's in the pic too, and the last boy's jek. JEK is SO MUCH LIKE WONNY. so demanding. too much man. (:
hohoho!


gaba and i (: prettaye gaba! and that fungiiss. because i love eating hargao so much he was like HA! COW! so they used to call me HA! COW. :/ now its just cow. or wadever. that fungi was so idiotic. we didnt even know he snuck into our picture!

and this is v! victoria! she's super adorable! i like her! she's like the little sister i always wanted, but never ever could have! she's so funny! like sometimes she just follows what i do! like once, strangely our airconditioned class room had a fly. i was paying attention during maths class, but suddenly i couldnt resists it, and used my pen to whack the fly, a few secs later, from the corner of my eye i saw the dear girl doing the same thing! and another time, i hummed the pink panther song to myself really softly, and like the LONG VERSION of it, and when i stopped, someone hummed the same thingg.

might sound really lame, but then its really cute when you look at her innocent face after doing whatever you did, and she gives you that "heh heh" smile after imitating you. hahaha. so funny :) she's so sweet too! mmm! and best, my whole time table is EXACTLY the same as hers. cant been that man!


then there's jek. he's like SUPER CHILDISH, but super grown up at the same time! he's super mean! but is also SUPER NICE. mmm. these small boys. come here for a year and go back for army. ARMY. he's a really nice kiddo. although, sadly, half the time he acts like cheeky chan ): he says im blessed with one beeg brother and one small brother.


PERHAPS that's true (:

after church on sun, everyone left, cheeks and bobby asked me to go scones with them. i thought bobby was my ride, since mitch wanted to go home first, so i told cheeks that i'd go have scones with them. long story , some miscommunication, anyway, ended up at the guys' house where drey and i were supposed to have dinner. drey and i cooked dinner, and while the onion rolled, i accidently sliced my finger with the chopper. crazy blood kept flowing. i was amazed at their concern. cheeky sprayed on some spray on plaster. was really good! stop the blood from coming out! and then because this has to be the 1023948282 time i injurd my fingers, judging from the still visible scars from the week before, he said i should stop cooking. or they should get me an armour. i thought that was so funny :)

i guess its time to suck it all in.
more than ever i think what moejoe said's thru. maybe ive been influenced too much by her concepts. sometimes i like it. i feel wise. i feel wise.
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but you and i both know what part of moejoe im feeling. i know nana knows this part of me. wha. damn sian. its time to quit it. dum shuts.



god give me strength.

its been only 2 weeks since the end of hols, but feels like everything's kinda strange, sometimes it feels normal again, but then, sometimes it changes so fast. sometimes its a bad thing getting to know people deeper. sometimes you see their true colors shining true, and that clashes with your mental image.

reality vs illusion

life is filled with used-to-be's and whaddifs

whaddif we could be happier? whaddif i could be smarter, whaddif we were closer, what if she was less of a donkeyass? what if people spared more thought for others, what if we stopped looking at ourselves, and stop constantly believing that the world has to revolve around us, and our needs and wants? whaddif people actually stop to LISTEN, and actually bothered from deep within about how selfish we've been.

i read too much, pardon the skepticism. ho! ive been reading! good or bad, you decide.

but seriously, personally, friendships in aussie are much tougher to handle because it concerns people you DONT know inside out, backview front. my pysc friend tells me about loads of people putting up fronts. i hate it when the onion slowly becomes smaller in shape, as you chop it, strip it, peel it, WHATEVER. it makes you cry inevitably.

get my theory? GET MY POINT? i think it relates! im beggining to realise im stuck in my bubble trying really hard to break out. stone less, STOMP more! HELLO AMANDA, WAKE UP!

i suddenly feel very much homesick again ):
i crave the ou lua. hokkien mee, laksa, CHICKEN RICE, wanton mee, daddy's stingray, nan's yellowbean soup, SIGLAP YONGTAUFOO, my ABSOLUTE OLD CHANGKEE FAV, crabwrap. curry puffs, bengawan solo, breakfast after cg on sunday if ever, WHITE CHAI DAO KWEI with chilly. and popiah.

aiya enough. the yong tau foo here sucks big time, its HARD, and taste old. i dunno. not the soft fresh kind.i miss waking up and complaining to mummy im hungry, and actually have food at home, or mummy ready to WHIP up something for me. I AM SO HUNGRY. I MISS HOW FOOD IS SO CHEAP BACK HOME, i think i can spend THOUSANDS on food here ):

BAD BAD THING. i should go apply for bursary. provide for my hungry stomach!





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realise im quite a pig/glutton! maybe its just today. SO COLD, and i wore like this skirt like overall, / jumpers/ whatever u wanna call it. like those farmer kind (: I LIKE! my legs were freezing my butt off. i didnt think the temperature would drop! the weather's crazy. it was hot on sunday!

but summer's over already! its autumn now, but some people call it winter. I DONT KNOW WHY. i hope i dont get hungry, cos most people put on the pounds during winter cos its so cold you get hungry easy!

its the second week of school! GUESS WHAT, thanks to cheek's madness trainings for MY running, i can like push myself now! i WILLINGLY RAN to the bell tower! form jane/stace' house, should be around 4.5km -5. -and then the same distance back! (9-10 !) really RUNNING with ahboy during the last 2 km! the 3 km before that was jogging(:

I AM SO HAPPY! my goodness! what good workout! and after that crazy evening on sunday, we ran around 5 km yesterday! to swan brewary. this timewith SIMON. now my muscles hurt! anyhow's! with such crazy army man running with me i think i'll improve! but the cold is starting to get worst and like WHO WOULDWANNA GO RUNNING!?


idont like rain ):
i hope they start making prettyrain boots!
its so cold ):
TOMORROW'S ANZAC day! holiday yea (: goodstuff!